2AM and sleepy

warning: i’ll not bother with proper capitalization nor with correct grammar and spelling

it’s 2am and i’m so sleeeeeepy but i’m afraid that if i sleep i will not hear joya or jia if they’ll have a hard time breathing. hindi naman ako paranoid no?

the kids have been sick since friday. we’ve already been to the doctor and they are both taking medications but so far, no super marked improvements although joya’s cough is less dry now.

last night jia woke up crying inconsolably three times. i think she was crying because she was having a hard time breathing. pero tonight, awa ng Diyos, hindi pa naman siya umiiyak. sana hindi na.  si joya naman everytime i put him in his infant bed (so he’ll be upright), sobra kong  naririnig ung breathing nya… parang may phlegm ata sa throat nya na nakaka-irritate so ang dalas nya umubo. so right now, to minimize that, he’s lying down beside me, sideways. yun lang hindi ito good for his GER and the doctor actually said to make sure he’s always upright while he has cough. haaaaaay!

i’m trying to keep myself awake through FB. i can’t read a book because that will surely put me to sleep.

i tried to surf and choose wall decals for jia’s room (oh yeah, we’re moving, that’s the big project i’ve been working on). pero sa dami na nang nakita kong decals at sa antok ko, tinatamad na rin ako. i’ll just have her choose the final design tom from the designs i’ve shortlisted.

hay i don’t know how to end this na. hahaha!

whatever part of the world you’re in right now, i wish you well.